Rach gave away her last fistful of rice and walked away, heart lifted. Times will end.
Moments
Boys diving at Acquaviva
Sharp silhouette diving
Split second swift wing curving
Needle straight into the deep
Wimbledon odours
Sweat. Grass. Lemon squash.
Coconut suncream. Champagne.
Hope. Disappointment.
Zeta is leaving
Zeta is leaving
He calls once then… then… again
Life’s early winter
I scratch my jaw
I scratch my jaw too loudly. Eyes below cap brims flicker towards me. I rub my jaw and look up towards the ceiling. It is still stained brown so long after the smoking ban. Voices start again. Locals.
A woman pushing a drip stand shuffles past. A silent man who would fill a doorway walks with her. I can hear her lungs. I carefully do not look at her or him. Her gown will not be tied tight and his muscles will be ready.
I had not reported to the desk but my name is called. Then I saw the boys were calling me outside. They did not look happy. I had to go to avoid collateral damage even though many would have deserved it.
Cherry blossom clouds
Cherry blossom clouds
I close my eyes and you dream
The east wind wakes us
There it is again
There it is again
That flame of pain inside my lower lip
Every time I sip cold water
Or think of you
It is never gone
The love tattoo lingers on my tongue
where my filed tooth has caught the skin
Every time I think of you
Independence
You hid the hope in cloudy crystal,
like a mosquito in the amber.
You shaped the jewels and clipped them on their chains.
One you put around your neck and one, hard-handed, round mine.
Your hope is independence, I thought you said.
It broke my heart to leave you but now I’m strong.
You sang me a song
You sang me a song
I misheard most of the words
The tune held me strong
You sang me a song
Tell me a story
Tell me a story
and you will always have me,
listening, living