Leaves flash shy undersides
sky-light against the crowding clouds
before the storm silent birds hide invisible:
what should I think of, if not tomorrow?
Somewhere today two people met and fell in love. We may not know them but the fact they exist makes me happy.
Waking with a heart thump before the sun rises
I count my fingers then my toes
in silent stillness I sense the places
where the blood flows fastest
the places where it pools
in my head I feel the hollows
where all the coloured memories live
where the memories not yet gained will grow
In the darkness I lie still as stone
I love you, K. His last words before the plane takes off. Every time. And every time he starts the car. He could not remember when he had started saying it. Perhaps after that time in north Africa when the taxi they had hired for the day played a prayer when the key was turned.
I love you, K. He does not know why, either. It is not as if it cleanses his sins, and he does not believe in sins or prayers in any case.
I love you, K. He says it under his breath so nobody knows, not even K sitting beside him. But of course he is mostly alone when he drives and does not know anyone near him when he flies.
I love you, K. Perhaps he wants it to be the last words to pass his lips if something happens. His heart and his lips would be honest and true. And perhaps, if something does happen, K will somehow know, the words will hang in the air or the ether.
I love you, K. Perhaps they will.
And I asked you how you were after the storm and you looked at me and I saw I had not been clear and the storm that shook the windows and the rooftiles in the darkness was not the storm you were thinking of.
The story would come later, when the harp has faded and the fingers stilled.
The men sit on the granite slab, facing the water.
The boat will come soon.
Will you go?
It will be a day coming and the winds may move. In the meantime they may move.
No. No, not this time.
The dog crouches, ears pricked, watching for rabbits, hearing the catch in the men’s soft voices.
I’ll not go.
The boat will be here soon.
Time passes, touching even the granite. Split in three pieces it stands, each man’s name carved deep in the redness.
Who were they, do you think?
When the boat came they went, two to the mountains and one to the sea. And then they were lost to the men or to the waves. And nobody tells their story no more.
Wind blows, spattering foam. Hand touches shoulder.
Are you crying?
No. No, I’m not crying.
planes cross above us
wide chalk lines on blue
skies promise freedom
rocket trails weightless in the star-studded sky
flower bursts hang, hang
fall like clothes
softly dropping to a carpeted floor
Shall we have a bonfire, you ask? A bonfire, yes, an excellent fire that burns bones until our very scaffold of humanity cracks and crumbles into the original dust, and the dogs from the forest when all the people have gone will curl upwind from the embers, backs to the glow, one eye on the darkness….
What? Oh yes. Probably a few sparklers and some toffee apples for the youngsters. Roberta’s bringing quiche.
children. Screaming children.
Screaming children. Screaming