I found an old photo

I found an old photo
from the days when photos were paper
I saw me
not well-focussed
and a little too distant
and you
you must have been behind the camera
invisible

I have changed since then
believe me
I have

I was thinner then
and darker
and felt the world less

and now I find myself
turning over the picture
and my memories
to find where you have gone

I do not trust

I do not trust your predictions

You were holding your crystal ball when you fell

Looking at distant horizons not one step beyond

Now scarred and bruised below the eyes you tell me what will come

I will fight against it

you know

I will fight