We first meet Franki

In the old days, before the trouble, the calming, the fake peace, the taking up again, in the old days, in Franki’s shaven head and tanned days, he’d stood outside a bar, near his friends but not with them or of them.

A slight young man, dark skinned and bearded, walked up to him and spoke to him in a whisper. Franki didn’t understand the young man’s language so continued to look down the road, arms folded, clicking his tongue once. The slight young man nodded, walked away and didn’t look back.

It was night; the bar was the only light that showed in the town.

One of Franki’s friends walked quickly up to him now.
– Did you understand what he said?
– No.
– He said he recognised you. He asked if you wanted to go with them to steal sheep. He said he would fetch a gun.

Franki fell from the clouds with surprise but kept silence.

– We need to go before he comes back. With the gun.

If the slight young man came back with the gun, there was no one to meet him.

The next day, Franki left the island, still in the old days, before the trouble, the calming, the fake peace, the taking up again, the old days.

The man at the door

The man at the door said he was from the police. He looked it. He had a badge on a lanyard. Jan gave him all the details he asked for. He was looking for a man who had pretended to be a police officer. He had robbed a house last week.

Jan wondered what the robber looked like. The man at the door described the robber and his car. Jan looked beyond him at the car outside the gate. The man at the door smiled. There was nothing to worry about. Jan smiled back.

Jan promised to call the man at the door if anything out of the ordinary happened then invited him in for a cup of tea. The man at the door smiled and said thank you and went in. Jan looked at the car in the street again and closed the door.

Mug

John woke up, got up, had a large cup of tea. As he stepped outside he felt the air warm and damp and dropped his key. “What an idiot”, he said to himself as he picked it up.

Just around the corner, two hooded males took his phone and wallet and kicked him to the ground. He should have seen it coming.

Happy birthday

“Mamma, why is Nonno crying? It’s his birthday, I gave him a present.”
“Oh, don’t worry, little one, he loves his present and he’s crying because he’s so happy.”

It was 60 years since he’d killed his mother at first light, first breath. Every year on this day he cried. Happy birthday.

His daughter knew the story, one of the few. She thought she knew why he cried.

But he cried because on his tenth birthday he’d killed Bella in his mother’s honour; people thought the dog had run away. From his twentieth on, he’d killed people, one every ten years. Twenty, thirty, forty, fifty. Happy, heartbreaking, birthday.

And today he was sixty. He cried for his daughter. Or his granddaughter. He cried for them but there was nothing else to do now he couldn’t leave the house any more. Today is the day. He would cut the cake first. Happy birthday.

A sidelong look at the musings of a scribe

Evan sighed. All he was trying to do was make a little money, enough to live and sometimes laugh. But it was difficult being a journalist now. Readers were fighting back. Ever more bizarre punishments were being devised. Writers who took a ‘sidelong look’ were stood sideways on to the nearest wall. And shot with rubber-tipped arrows. Scribes who mused? A quirky view? Retribution was swift, decisive and, if you weren’t one of the people being published, highly entertaining. The punishment for ‘off-the-wall’ was, literally, that.

‘Punished’. Not ‘published’. Punished’. Even Evan’s spell checker was taking the rise now. Then a light went on. A quick 500 words on the difficulties of being a journalist in the online developed world, a wry comment on the similarities between publish and punish, the world and the word…. Then he realised that the light that had gone on was his shed door opening to let in the men with the rope and the feathers.

And someone who might have been her mother

A middle-aged woman and someone who might have been her mother got out of the lift on the ground floor, turned sharply to their left and got into the one next to it. They did it without looking around, or discussing; they seemed to know what they were doing. But they were dressed as tourists, not as people who worked at the airport. A middle-aged woman and someone who might have been her mother. Well-dressed but not expensively.

G touched the screen of his phone and, on the next floor up, his colleague F waited for the two women to push their trolley out of the lift then shot each of them in the head.

It was a wrong call.

F was pushed sideways in the organisation, but G came close to being asked to leave. It took him two years to climb back up to where he had been, to prove himself reliable, two long years and too many low-level jobs.

Then, two years later, the terrorists who had watched him watching the tourists did what they had been planning to do.

They claimed responsibility in the names of Rosa and Margherita, the two tourists F had killed. A middle-aged woman and her mother.

Volare… Nel blu dipinto di blu…

I carried you inside me and now I carry the weight of your dreams on my shoulders. I shall not buckle. I shall not fall. They will not break me.

Dreams should be weightless, should be weight-free, should lift you up and take you onward, into the blue, into tomorrow. But as I sit and watch you sleep, on your mother’s young shoulders your dreams lie heavy.

And as I walk along the clifftop path, you sit on my shoulders singing Volare. (Sing, mummy, sing.) I can see the mountains of Albania beyond the blue, beyond the sea and the sky. Volare.

Julie on the underground

It had been a while that people had been covering their faces through fear, fear of the new, fear of the unexpected, fear of the consequences. But soon Julie was going to react, to rebel against the blankness.

The noise in her head was of late spring orchids, dried to straw by summer, rustling and whispering underfoot as she walked through the field, up the slope to the cliff top.

She would go to the city and get on the underground train. She’d sit down quietly. The voices would whisper through the static, some inside her head, some inside others’.

She’d sit down quietly then as quietly stand up and take her mask off to show her empty face, the space where her nose had been, and her teeth.

Those times when you look back and wonder what you were thinking

Those times when you look back and wonder what you were thinking. Running through the scrub, I saw a snake coiled on the path ahead of me and thought my reflexes would be quicker. It moved a little as I got nearer, shimmering mirror silver on black. I thought I could just jump over it and, in my mind, I think I saw it flattening itself against the dirt, against the dried red mud, holding itself down to avoid me. At the same time my mind’s eye saw it reaching out to strike me in slow motion and saw me twist and lift my leg so that it missed. Two views already and both successful.

Those times when you look back and wonder what you were thinking. I’m not sure where I was when my body or my deepest brain screamed to stop. Perhaps I was already in the air, perhaps a stride short. My body twisted and lifted both legs and both arms and twisted on itself and through the screaming felt the bite.

Those times when you look back and wonder what you were thinking.