every colour here
leaves budding thriving falling
seasons upside down
every colour here
leaves budding thriving falling
seasons upside down
bright sunshine story
cold twisting sudden shadow
thoughts like autumn breeze
longer
each breath longer
than the breath before
the sea rises
rises
and falls
fresh water springs split
white rock fissures
swirling sparkling arrows
sharp ice pale blades
splinter velvet salt
silence falls
azure enchantment
eyes open wide
the paradise is sea
it may have been a lizard
or the shadow of a buzzard
I never saw either again
your skin against my fingertips
your voice across the miles
the memory of a secret smile
and of a lullaby
palm trees bending creak
old people glancing skywards
north wind builds like thoughts
every day
you fill my heart
memories heavy my heart
breath comes slowly and inspiration slower
remembering shapes our future
do not repeat the mistakes we all know
You warned me you had thought it through
and if I wanted us to survive
My chest my fists my time
My skin touched the skin of a martyr
many years before. I was trying to protect him
from being attacked. His glasses were broken
into his face and his blood was on my sleeve.
That jacket still hangs
in the back of my wardrobe. I had forgotten it was there
but when I heard went and checked.
It’s old and worn out and tight on the shoulders
and speckled with dried-in black blood.
I washed the blood from my hands
when I went home that evening
and forgot all about it for twenty five years.