my scars tell you I have been hurt
my scars tell me I have now healed
my scars tell you I have been hurt
my scars tell me I have now healed
invisible heart scars itch
the stitches saved time
I’m fine now
I’m fine
My grandad would bunk off school and go swimming. When he went home, his mother would taste the salt in his hair and box his ears. He would bend over me as we looked toward the mainland and taste my hair. “You’ve been swimming!” And I would try to dodge the gentle cuffs.
I would try to hold one of his hands in both of mine and study the tattoo on his forearm and the scar he said was caused by a bullet. Then on the way home he would tell me one of the stories I must have known were impossible but believed with all my heart. And still do.