I wake up early in the morning

I wake up early in the morning and do not understand why you are not here. The bed and the room look strange, perhaps a hotel. I don’t remember checking in. I’ll write you a poem for when you walk through the door. I fold the paper and leave it on your pillow.

I don’t recognise the woman who walks me along to the breakfast room but she seems very friendly. I feel a bit of an idiot that I still don’t remember checking in but breakfast is tasty. They have all my favourites.

Our bed has been made when I get back. I think I left something on it but can’t quite remember what it was. You’ll know, you always do. I’ll ask you when you get back.

As someone once said, a sleep is always welcome. When I wake up, you are not here. I think I’ll write you a poem for when you get back but am interrupted by that nice woman again. She shows me a pile of papers she is holding. What do I think of them? The first one is a poem. It’s rather good, if derivative. I think I may have seen it somewhere before. I look at the others. She has made a mistake! They are all the same! I don’t want to embarrass her so I say I like the first one but am not so sure about the others. She smiles. She’s very pleasant.

I can only get one channel on the TV but that’s ok – I haven’t seen the programme they’re showing. It’s a bit amateurish, some sort of reality thing, but I like the look of the young woman. Lovely smile. I’ll tell you about it when you get back. I’m not sure why, but I’m exhausted. It’s night time already. I’ll write you a poem in the morning.

I wake up early in the morning and do not understand why you are not here.

Saved

The cold fire of fear flared in his eyes. I stared back through the airlock, fixing my eyes on his until life was gone and he drifted backwards, falling away from the ship. He was gone. “I have saved the ship,” I said. Suddenly his body flared. “That’s impossible!” said the tall one standing next to me. As I touched him he too flared and fell in a pile of ash. The last two fired their weapons at me. My body soaked up the energy. “I have saved the ship,” I said. “Not the crew.” I reached out my hand.

Jan is home on a Saturday night

Jan is home on a Saturday night. Again.

The doorbell rings. He had thought it might.

Open? Or not to open?

The audience he imagines and his hard-beating heart tell him to open.

So he does.

Life changes for the pale-blue better.

Or

Jan is home on a Saturday night. Again.

The doorbell rings. He had thought it might.

Open? Or not to open?

The audience he imagines and his hard-beating heart tell him to open.

But he doesn’t. He waits.

The doorbell rings again. He had thought it might.

Open? Or not to open?

Half the audience he imagines say yes, the others no. His heart beats hard.

The doorbell does not ring again.

Life changes for the pale-blue.

Or

Jan is home on a Saturday night. Again.

The doorbell rings. He had thought it might.

Open? Or not to open?

The audience he imagines and his hard-beating heart tell him to open.

But his head cautions him to wait.

To wait again.

And wonder why he had waited before. His heart beats.

The doorbell rings again. He had known it would.

Open? Or not to open?

Now the audience he imagines is silent, confused, though his heart still beats hard.

The audience he imagines leans forward, willing him to do one thing or another.

So he does what they want.

Life changes.

Something’s happened on the bus

Upstairs on the bus a man is speaking on the phone.

– Hello? Yes. Something’s happened on the bus.

The person in the seat behind him looks up suddenly.

– Something’s happened on the bus.

More people look up. Glances and frowns are exchanged.

– Yes, something big. Something really big.

People sitting near him at the back of the bus begin to stand up and move purposefully towards the stairs.

– It’s really important.

People at the front of the bus hear the commotion and begin to stand up. They do not know why. There is no panic yet.

– I have to tell you now. Later will be too late.

Now everyone is on their feet and people are starting to push. At the bottom of the stairs someone stumbles and falls.

– I’ve realised I love you.

The first time

You said let’s give each other presents on Sunday. It’s our one-month anniversary.

You gave me cufflinks in a velvet box, I gave you a meat pie in a greasy bag and then had to pretend it was a joke and your real present was at home and I was saving it for our 33-day anniversary because that was my lucky number.

That was the second time I lied to you but I only did it for good reasons. I knew I was not good enough for you no matter what you said.

The third time I lied to you was when I said it was fine you were leaving and that you had to do what was best for you and everything would be ok. Then I didn’t have another chance to lie to you.

Cross the moat

The stone lions on the bridge across the moat stared forward, mouths slightly open, showing pointed teeth and the shadows beyond.

Ay felt eyes on his back, shining from the jungle with anticipation and fear. Pass the lions. Reach the palace. The others will follow. There are no other guards. Cross the moat and you reach salvation, for you, your family, your village.

He stood and began to run. The head of one of the lions began to grind round towards him, dust falling from its flexing muscles. Ay ran and ran and ran. The lion leapt, jaws open.

First published on https://flashfriday.wordpress.com 13 November 2015